i cried for a man who had life, guiltless and full of zeal. he spoke of human most importantly, that we hold responsible to care for the world. i'll miss him.
but what's more dear to me that i've been missing myself out with, is the time i spend with the King. i love Him very much, but i guess it's still not enough. i'm finding back the reason why i started it in the first place. because i just feel like i'm missing out on a lot of other things, that i'm stuck, then i don't know what to do and i don't know if whatever i'm doing is right.
...just know that my heart is there, but i can't afford the means to get there. i'm just sad. that void of time has been wasted, filled with temporary high. i'm just sad.
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Salam,
Dear Ah Tan (Sharifah),
Don't be sad. Life is a challenge sometimes. It is good that you are mindful of Allah s.w.t. Even if we seem to be alone, we are not. And of course Sabr' is the key!
Take care..
Bye,
Someone-guy-know
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