ok, let's try again.

to see a dear friend moving on to another chapter leaves me stunned while trying to shake off the thoughts of future prospect for me. i'm still very bothered of where i'd end myself with... how and what will it be like? i'm really afraid, in every sense of the word.

i had dreams and goals, but they never come to reality. i have expectations but they bring me further to unexpected. i had plans, but i only got to play a part of it.

and now, i just don't know...