Thursday, June 12, 2008

xplore 0608

sticky, sleepy, achy - 2 days felt like the whole week! and it was all swell, alhamdulillah. the kids loved it!

my group could talk almost anything and everything under the sun! GOD, to think that they're just 12 and 13 yr olds... it's amazing! then with sabirah being there spicing things up; she just talks and laughs 24 7. it was just easy, i should say. and the kids could gel up together instantly. how i'd love to have been like them.

i was there to maintain the order through out. seriously, i'd be a general if it hadn't been because i'm afraid i'd be too harsh on the girls. rite. then when asked, they said 'no.. kak sha's not garang...'. good i guess? honestly, i was afraid i couldn't carry out myself as a good faci. you know, those boring, strictly and routinely kind. but i tried my attempt to make the group a fun one. ntahla... i sure know i can do much much much better. hargh.. i just need to break out from this state. insya allah, krc will change me for the better. i look forward to it.

i enjoyed being with them really. the thought of them just makes me smile from one ear to the other. they're not kiddy-ish, NO- they're over that! they're so chatty and cunning and cute and funny! macam makcik-makcik... i'm here, having to feel that we've developed that bond between ourselves. i do hope we'll meet again sometimes later. :')

my adiks-adiks...

4 comments:

nuryani said...

wah ape ni? ape ni? hahah your new job? your trip? haha im lost!

bint shahab said...

no no.. aku jadi facilitator for the camp yang aku design badge and stuffs for.. i didn't tell u ah? haha.. tu lah.. bz sangat beb.

then now i just came back from another camp.. the one yang kat redang...........

shla said...

hahaha..i see ure enjoyin this.. good! hehe. i shall say..welcome!
but kan..skarang aku yg da tone down..ur turn pulak to spice up the volunteerin life .. :)

bint shahab said...

shla: i must say, it's kinda addictive :P